Express the feelings~

Assalamualaikum.

Too many thoughts to be shared, too many things to be express, yet too many pressure to handle. Okey satu-satu k? So here's the story after 7 days didn't updating something here.

Cerita 1:

Remember the story of me being psycho towards sidan tu? Okey secara excitednya aku nak beritahu, he reply the message. And the reply sounds really positive ! Do you know how the small things like that can bring up my mood for the whole day? Semangat aku siapkan kerja bertangguh2. Tak tidur mengenangkan he willing to response me :) Tak tidur buat kerja la, bukan tak tidur berangan. Okey sambil2 la tu, buat kerja sambil berangan -,- Biarpun aku kata aku tak mengharap dia reply sebab macam tak proper nak start conversation kan? Believe me, itu semua adalah my way of being in denial, you know. And after he reponse me, I've fight with myself whether TO RESPONSE or NOT TO RESPONSE him. I take a few hours to calm myself and THINK of what I should do. Antara benda yang aku fikir, lagi sekali. Elok ke aku reply? Tak ke macam aku dah langgar prinsip aku yang kate pasal tak proper lah, apelah, sebelum ni.

Tapi ada satu lagi thoughts yang dok main dalam otak aku masa tu iaitu (ceh, iaitu), if we want something, we must show some efforts right? Siriusly aku cakap, selepas kecundang dengan beberapa orang crush sebelum ni, aku takkan give up ! kahkahhh over. takde, maksud aku, yela, yang before2 ni punya crush, aku kecundang sebab in the end, aku tahu rupanya mereka dah berpunya. TAPI yang ini, hmm. Aku agak yakin nak approach, sebab I know he's SINGLE. So benda yang selama ni jadi penghalang terhadap crush aku before2 ni, dah settle. So why don't I approach him, and show some hint of me being having a crushyy feeelings on him :P In fact sebenarnya he knows the fact, thanks to senot and salleh -,- And he actually told shenot for me to approach him. Okey dan sekarang masih tunggu his response since dia online seminggu sekali je -,-

Okey tadi aku banyak je benda nak share, tiba2 lepas excited cerita pasal sidan, abis semua lupa -,-

C ya again :D